Into-it-all

How are you? You seem to be doing fine. I can't read your face. I never could though. I've heard you had boyfriends since me. For what it's worth, I'm happy. No really. *actual seriousness* They're friends of mine. (some of them at least) And you're pretty, kind, and a light in the dark. Who wouldn't want to date that? I can't tell if you love me anymore. I doubt it anyway. I somewhat have to wonder if you loved me at all. You probably look at me and go "What was I thinking?" Trust me, I do that a lot. You probably don't even consider me as a part of your portfolio. I'll still consider you as part of mine. Nothing perso

"Are you drunk again?" "I don't drink." "Be honest." "..." "Where did you get the bottle?" "I'm not drinking." "Then why is the door locked." "..." "Listen-" "I don't need your help." "Good, I don't give any." "... speak." "There's a place I know." "I probably know it too." "It's far away from here." "I'll leave it for you." "Maybe I can share it." "Maybe you should keep it." "You'd probably enjoy the place." "Not even one bit." "Why don't you want a break?" "I don't really need one." "What are you doing now?" "Waiting for you to be done." "..." "Not like you to be at a loss for words. Thought you were the smart one

The days are long And uncontrollable I pray for a song Yet am inconsolable. I have nothing left, Nothing left worth living. A noose isn’t deft, Nor is made for giving. Soon I will leave And breathe no more. You musn’t grieve, I’ve won my war. Do not be saddened by my death, I decided when to take my own breath. Where is she? I ran out as soon as I began reading the note. The man at the desk told me almost nothing. Is “that way” even a direction? Not when you say “or that way, I don’t know.” Now she stole my rope. Oh no, she can’t… GODDAMNIT WHY WON’T THIS BUS MOVE FASTER? I ju